I'm closing this account and taking all pics off it to make room for a new one.
You can find me at my new account if you ever want to look me up.. Just run a search on any of my old pics, or look for EtherealVision
I also got myself a nice new shiny subscription

EDIT: On second thoughts I'm gonna leave a few just because I can't be bothered removing them... there were too many ><

Oh shitshitshitshitshitshitshit!!!!
My computer has been royally fucked up the ass. I can't even get the damned thing to load... Its been 'Loading your personal preferences...' for the past half hour or so. Just rebooted it and trying to load it in safe mode... Hope it works

I'm using another computer at the moment obviously, but this one doesn't have any of my graphics programs

I might have to bite the bullet and buy myself a decent pc soon...

Ooooh yeh! I went for my uni interview thing and they liked me so much that they offered me a place there and then ^^ soo happy!
So I'm gonna be going for a Bachelor of Design Arts
As ~andie5 said... Its a Bachelor of DA! Cool hehe I want that as my title

Oh ohhhh I've put some piccies of my puppy up in my scraps so go look at him and oggle at his absolute cuteness ^^


...oh by the way, if you're wondering, my boyfriend loves pugs so this pic was for him

Hehe.. I asked *Succubus-Angel a few weeks back if I could use the quiz she posted in her journal as well, and I've been sooo flat out I didn't get around to it!
In any case, here it is ^^

THREE NAMES YOU ARE CALLED BY:

1) Puppy (my boyfriend's nickname for me ^^)
2) Chaos Chick (one of my screen names that kinda stuck)
3) Leanne (my real name.. I wonder why they're in that order lol)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:

1) Chaos Chick (on most of my music forums etc)
2) Shandrakor (when I'm playing games)
3) kevmofan (because i love Kevin Moore ^^)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

1) Had a shower
2) Wrestled with my dog lol
3) Went on DA

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1) My muscles LMAO! jokes jokes... I do go to gym most nights of the week though
2) My ability to remain completely in-control no matter how drunk I am
3) Hmmm... my musical talent (I wish I was as good at art *cries*)

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1) Hey... I suffer from manic depression too!
2) The fact my heads a little fucked up and I feel constantly stoned and a little disorientated lol
3) The fact I'm unemployed

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:

1) Aussie born and bred
2) Malaysian
3) Chinese about 6 generations ago before my family moved to Malaysia for a very interesting reason, though I don't want to go into details now

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:

1) Spiders as well!!
2) Blood tests (ugh.. this one time I had a strange attack of some sort while on holiday... and I was taken to hospital and a trainee tried to take my blood in this weird 3cm needle with a cup on the end.. basically you put the needle into the vein and the cup fills up... well the trainee stuck the needle in to my wrist about 7 times before giving up and handing it over to a trained nurse >_<
3) Getting involved in a car accident >_<

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1) Micro mini army-camo shorts lol
2) My Opeth - Ghost Reveries shirt from their Australian tour ^^
3) Uhh... underwear?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (EXCLUDING NATURAL NEEDS)

1) About 400 hugs and kisses from the boyfriend
2) A lick or 20,000 from my dog
3) More sleep than I require hehe.

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:

1) DEFINITELY a computer with a cable-speed internet connection heh
2) My Wacom tablet (can't live without one hah.)
3) A clean cup (I'm really nit-picky about this one!)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS:

1) Dream Theater (mmm absolute love)
2) Opeth
3) Killswitch Engage (this one was hard to pick from a list of about 20 or so)

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

1) Totally agree with being with good friends that make you laugh
2) Having some physically draining exercise at the gym
3) Don't let people push you around

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

1) Ghost of Perdition by Opeth
2) Reconciliation by Pain of Salvation
3) Another Day by Dream Theater
..plus another million others...

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

1) Midori Illusions.. mixed by me! lol.. I've only really had them once at a restaurant thing
2) Sewing! I've always wanted to make a dragon plushie..
3) Real german beer IN GERMANY

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:

1) ...shit I really don't know. I try my very best not to regret things by just living for the present
2)
3)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (with others in general)

1) Absolute love and devotion
2) Respect for each others beliefs and values
3) Good humour and lots of hugs ^^

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:

1) My music
2) A lot of .. uh.. manure
3) My crappy art ^^

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (guess which one lol not hard )

1) I'm a metalhead
2) I'm completely drug-fucked
3) I REALLY like beef jerky

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

1) A sexy smile that reaches the eyes... mmm warm... deep.. eyes..
2) Gentle and yet muscular hands and fingers ^^
3) Long hair.. *drool*

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

1) The ability to always be as understanding and caring as humanly possible in any given circumstance
2) Being able to say how much they love you without being asked and without hesitation (I completely agree with you on this one!)
3) Being able to express emotions! IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU AN EMO DAMNIT! >_<

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1) Touch ANY spider with my bare hands!
2) Draw to the calibre I'd like to be able to
3) Give up drinking

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

1) Freedom to be ridiculously stupid and not be overly concerned with consequence
2) Being able to play tennis really well >_< I got to the state championships damnit!
3) My holidays to Malaysia.. man I'd love to re-visit those holidays... the atmosphere .. and the smell.. the food... gawd everything was perfect!

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1) A better computer
2) A better computer chair! This one is a little too low so its causing my back a little pain and my arm hurts when I use my tablet cos its too high
3) The gift of laughter... ^^ ...no really, I want a ring tone on my phone with someone laughing like a complete maniac

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:

1) I have a very special love in my life ^^
2) Cos of the way I was brought up to be respectful
3) And the big one.. because of having learned a zillion different musical instruments and styles since I was 4... It has led me to so many amazing things

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

1) Drawing/painting.. especially digitally
2) Playing Heroes of Might and Magic
3) Play-fighting with my dog (its actually more along the lines of doggy cuddling)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1) Get a cuddle but the boyfriend is at work >_<
2) Play HOMM5 with the new expansion my brother bought! He's got the CD though >_-
3) Get drunk hah

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1) Digital artist/graphic designer
2) Professional Musician (which is actually supposed to be my real career at the moment... I'm touring next year which will be a lot of fun)
3) Music producer/audio engineer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:

1) Germany (I've been wanting to go there for like 6 years)
2) Fiji
3) Japan (I'm with you on this one!)

THREE FAV CARTOON CHARACTERS:

1) Stewie Griffin from Family Guy (gotta love him)
2) Kenny from South Park
3) Stan from American Dad

THREE BOYS NAMES:

1) Damien (yes I prefer this spelling )
2) Alex
3) Caleb

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:

1) Dana
2) Alycia (I dunno why I like weird spellings )
3) Jessica

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1) Leave my mark on the world, in any way
2) Breed German Shepherds and have my own kennel prefix that will be continued on after I'm gone ^^
3) Have completely at least ONE art piece to my complete satisfaction. I'm really my biggest critic.. I've never done a piece which I've been completely happy with and I don't think I ever could.


...oh by the way, if you're wondering, my boyfriend loves pugs so this pic was for him